February 5th, 2008

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so here I am...

 and here I continue to find myself in possession of the innate ability to go home...to show up somewhere and buy a ticket back to new orleans...

a test...surely this is a test...do i stay or do I go now...

on one hand I have my health, my finances, and the general location of where I am...

on the other hand...i have what I remember...I have what I've been through...I have my family in new orleans...and I miss them so dearly...

the majority of today has been "do I or don't I"...

so... ,... ,...

do I or don't I?

It's weird not to know...different for sure...but do I or don't I?

do I or don't I...

I can't get it out of my head...like I shouldn't be away from my "old lady",(new orleans)...

I do wear her wedding ring after all...
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please...........



help me figure this out...i'm so lost without my family...without my friends...

please help me figure this out....
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